In anticipation of my pie judging, today's Des Moines Register ran an article on me --"State Fair Judge Finds Comfort in Pie" -- telling my story about losing Marcus and my quest to find homemade pie -- and comfort -- in Iowa. When I think about how much I was dreading the one year anniversary of Marcus' death on August 19, I am surprised to realize how little I have been thinking of that now, and instead how much I am looking forward to returning to my home state. Of all the things I could be doing to mark my husband's passing --visit Crater Lake National Park where we met, ride my bike in the Portland Bridge Pedal (which we had ridden together), visit his grave in Germany -- I cannot think of anything better, more fulfilling, and more life affirming than eating pie at the Iowa State Fair. Marcus would like that.


